Firstly — PANTHERS WON! WOOHOOO! Football is back and damn I'm so excited. It was great to see the boys win — hard to see the friends hurts. It also makes me miss that time in my life. I worked closely with the Panthers and the different non-profit organizations they dealt with. It's making me long more and more to start that again. There was a full magazine and everything planned and then it kind of went to the wayside. Shutter 16 Magazine got so incredibly busy I could barely sleep let alone do anything else. Since then I've gotten used to the crazy and I just need ANOTHER outlet for my creativity on top of that. I'll never quit that — it's been over a decade and I've worked way too hard to get it where it's going. Forever grateful for our team. But I think I might have a sister sight soon. I think I HAVE to. Ever just had the calling. I miss the non-profit rotation. Miss helping out. One year I raised over 1.5 million for different organization. Even I'm still broke it filled me with so much joy to help others. It filled me with joy feeling that often. It was hard when I had to go out of the field due to illness. I'm still not 100% so I havn't really tried a full schedule back. Maybe 2 events.
Fingers crossed I can't be on bedrest anymore. I just can't do it.( Collapse )